A love letter to my enemy

 I have been filled with resentment so distant and silent this is nothing that I had ever foreseen with what I am on about with my life. The threats within my life came immediately after I graduated high school among the first in bloodline and generation, apparently this was shock to those who thought they knew my infant stage and birth right to continue to pity my success and lineage so the rest of us all.

It had almost been believable when I was told stories about my infant stage until I remembered driving a try circle my father bought after my walking stage. I had not ever experienced anytime living with both my mother and father, I had been living within the family line specifically my grandmother’s sister who was legally signed as legal guardian in the early nineties apparently regarding a divorce settlement by a jury God knows what happened with my family.

This is how I view the pity they indulge right in front of my face. I had never grown a happy child life in that sense not as an adult either, I learnt to keep quiet and defend myself when I can in a normal matter setting myself achievable goals, when I was growing possibly in my toddler stages other kids used to tease and laugh at me for calling my grandfather my father just as calling my grandmother my mother.

When I think of it they sharpened my focus on how and what a family is, even though if it was not for my grandmother and taking on an education I would had not grown or made it this far to be this responsible either because she was specifically aware of what I needed to learn and determine out of her own experience, she once visited me in a cult I was held in I knew right then she knew it was over.

Today I am dealing with threat after threat with my life from a medical point of view to the worst in the outside world. The good news is this torment will shape my website and maybe partially deteriorate or appreciate my reputation management, the amazing part is I had been aware from the very first onset beginning what they where trying to achieve with getting me to signing over my rights & inheritance.

I hope this is not offensive because I am doing it on a very tired brain and nervous system. I remember one instant they injected me with a lethal injection that physically shredded me & turned my bones and body to a crippled person it had been so agonizing and excruciating that even a professional doctor refused to be liable for that type of treatment while they had the audacity to laugh in filing a murderous health care in genuine action with a constitutional right and consequential result.

I believe that this was planned more prior just before or after death as per say a murderous life line where there is no life no money with more life and no money. If they give me my life I will give them their money. Remember my content will be based on my personal biography and life “Mr Vuso” as a web developer, social media manager and creative artist.

Thank you

Mandisi

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